Getting Even


Hello my name is rage, you are probably thinking just about now
that who named this girl. Well I have always had that question on my
mind as well. From what I remember about my childhood (which I might add
is not much) is mostly living in this house with about thirty other kids
that did not have parents either and we lived off our worldwide drug

Elate, bread and water. I was told from the older kids that my mother
dropped me off there one day she told the kids that she had been
diagnosed with AIDS, and she was going to murder herself. So my best
friend her name was Sky, she was one of the older kids and she took care
of me for my early years. I lived there until I was about 16, then I
moved in with Jeremy, my boyfriend and started a family. Anyway back to
our drug Elate, you may have an idea what this drug is I have no idea if
it will sill exist when you receive this letter or you may have never
heard of the drug before. So let me explain. It is what I have heard
that people used to call "cocaine" or something in that form. And I have
also heard that people used to actually pay for this stuff, and used to
go in "jail" if they were caught with it or on it. Well now a day it is
completely different, we have to be on it twenty-four hours a day, seven
times a week, etc. The drug Elate, it brings all the others and me such
a high, and has got me through some pretty bad times in my life. You
already know my mother died from it, using the needle method, and I
presume my father did also; that is why we start our lives so early in
this society. The older kids have prepared us that our lives only last
about forty years, if we are lucky. But forty years of being high; that
is the way I want to live my life. Who really like's reality in the
first place. The only down sides of this drug are my nose hurts all the
time and I do not really sleep, nor eat much, the drug make me feel
full. It is our choice weather we want to sniff the stuff or inject it
or do both. I personally switch with both methods every few months. The
one thing that I do not do is share needles, that is the huge down side
or injecting, some people are so stupid.

Well I think I should talk about the world today that is the
point of this letter. Well none of my friend's have parents; actually a
few still do that are in critical condition. They have either died from
heart failure or caught the AIDS disease from needles. I think sometimes
when I am on a bad trip about the future and how I will not see my kids
far into the future. I do get sad, but at least I know that there lives
can not turn out bad, I have lived the same the same life they may live,
maybe there's will be better, but maybe not. Of course I hope the best
for them and will do all that I can for them while I am still around.

Well I am not employed but my boyfriend is, he is employed at a
factory that makes shawkers. If you do not know what shawkers are they
are shoes that walk for you with mechanical little legs that move. They
were just brought out a few years ago so people would not have to walk
anymore. The main reason also for these shoes was because people would
just walk into things and end up hurt or knocked out, so these shoes
look you. Also there are no such things are "auto's" I think they were
called, because people who are high can not drive properly and the
population decreased vastly, after the new law passed about Elate.

To sum up the law so you can understand it exactly is pretty much
this, it based on age and the amount of Elate you can consume without
having heart failure or anything else going wrong internally and
externally. Between the ages of 1-6 they are only aloud on 10-15 mg a
day this group is called LSD. From the ages of 7-11 the minimum would